I just spent the best weekend with my mom and my wife. It was way too short but it is the best time that I have had with family in a long time. I think that with all the changes in my life lately I have come to enjoy time with my family much more than I ever have in the past.
It's extremely hard to be gone but I have to do it for work. My wife and I were talking about how everyone else in my group is getting through it all and she was kind of shocked when I answered her. I told her that most of the people I am here with view this as a "break" or a "vacation" from their families. I had to tell her that I probably would have felt the same way several months ago. It's really sad to think that I would have desired a "break" away from my wife. With my new outlook on things I really need to be around my wife. We are one and my walk with God is strengthened by time with my wife. We were made to be together and it is hard to be away from her. This doesn't mean that I don't desire time to myself or that I don't need it. It is just difficult to do these prolonged trips away from her. I know when I go home I will still take time to go out with the guys or go play golf but I know that I will be going home to her and I will be going home to her with a clear conscious and I can go home and continue to build our relationship and our relationship with God.
I guess this blog has somewhat turned its focus from being completely about sexual impurity and moved towards strengthening my marriage. I don't think I have turned from talking about the sexual impurity but I am looking to show what happens in life and marriage once sexual impurity is gone. Its amazing the changes that have happened in such a short amount of time and I hope that people can read this and see what is possible. Once you focus on God and decide that you are going to go into things wholeheartedly anything is possible and amazing things happen.
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